Again is new week of school started. Okay, it's tuesday now, so there has been two days of school. Only tree left this week. Yeh, my attitude is definetely not the best right now. I'm just so tired, I can't do anything. Everything is boring, I'm not exited about anything. I'm tired, I want to sleep, but I can't. I lay in my bed for hours trying to catch the sleep, but I just can't get it. Everytime I close my eyes I start to think about one horrible thing that happened to me last Saturday. I'm not ready yet to write it here, but someday I will write about it all. Now I'm trying to forget it and live my life. Well, actually I want to forget it, so I maybe could sleep again. And when I finally fall asleep I wish I didn't have those nightmares...
So. Earlier I thought, my life is a mess. Well, now I think, it was pretty easy. I have the same problems than earlier and even more. And I just don't get it. How can so much happen to a one little girl. I know, everyone has their problems. I just seem to have them so much. Or maybe I just feel that way, I don't know. What I DO know is, that I can't live my life like this. I don't survive, if this is going to be like this for a long time. I just can't anymore. Yeh, I'm off to study.
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